Blogging

I think the idea of a blog is so appealing to me because of the fact that my self identity is so chamelon like and seems to be quite easily changed . I have such a thinly veiled sense of self that in the past I have tried to adapt to what I thought other people wanted in a person but I'm coming to a point in my life where I want to embrace who I am, I know that I will never be beautiful and I'm totally cool with that , I just want to be a good person and try to see the best in everyone. I previously had another blog and whenever I look at it I just feel such a sense of accomplishment and clarity of who I am and what type of person I want to be. Although it only has couple of things it contains photos from my favourite films, some bands that I find absolutely trandscendant and who's lyrics help me navigate my life and be a better person. I have poems that I find to be empowering by Authors I love including one by my cousin Hannah about her childhood treehouse which I spent countless summers playing in.I even have a poem that I wrote that reflects my views of childhood and growing up. One time I showed someone my blog and they laughed. I am extremely guarded about my life to most people but some people just seem to crack my brain open and make me go insane.